darkyears

(Cause I've been holding on)

I don't know how much longer I can hold on

I'm really just wondering when the fuck is this pain gon' be gone

Traumatized by all them nights that I had to be alone

Suicide on my mind, I can feel it in my bones

High as fuck by myself, had to get in the zone

Now I'm sitting here looking at myself in the mirror

Wondering when the fuck is these demons gon' be gone

Cause I've been in a path, on a conquest

But it's a long ass road

I had to get up on my own, never needed nobody no