darkyears Lyrics

(Cause I've been holding on)

I don't know how much longer I can hold on

I'm really just wondering when the fuck is this pain gon' be gone

Traumatized by all them nights that I had to be alone

Suicide on my mind, I can feel it in my bones

High as fuck by myself, had to get in the zone

Now I'm sitting here looking at myself in the mirror

Wondering when the fuck is these demons gon' be gone

Cause I've been in a path, on a conquest

But it's a long ass road

I had to get up on my own, never needed nobody no

Let me switch up the facts okay, let me tell you something else

Let me tell you a little story about myself

I came from a little town outside the skirts of spain

I had to switch up the flow, I had to switch up the scheme of things

The things you used to tell me where just like chemotherapy to the brain

I had to ask god for a sign, I had to pour up the lean one more time

I looked up to the sky and then it was purple rain coming down

Maybe this is the sign that I asked for all along

Maybe I gotta put the drugs down

Maybe I gotta just feel it that I might be going to soon

(Cause I can't keep holding on)

I don't know how much longer I can hold on

I'm really just wondering when the fuck is this pain gon' be gone

Traumatized by all them nights that I had to be alone

Suicide on my mind, I can feel it in my bones

High as fuck by myself, had to get in the zone

Now I'm sitting here looking at myself in the mirror

Wondering when the fuck is these demons gon' be gone

Cause I've been in a path, on a conquest

But it's a long ass road

I had to get up on my own, never needed nobody no