suicidenote Lyrics

12 years old, i could barely handle all the pain that I've been through in my life

So I swallowed pharmaceuticals to stop the nightmares from coming at night

(What?)

(What?)

(What?)

12 years old, i could barely handle all the pain that I've been through in my life

So I swallowed pharmaceuticals to stop the nightmares from coming at night

And sometimes i grabbed the pipe and played around

And threw it to my head and questioned to take my life

So this is the story of how the soul reaper looked into my fucking eyes

And said,

"Who the fuck am I?"

"Who the fuck put you to wanna come to the other side?"

"Cause maybe if you play your cards right you can make it out"

"Just make sure not to get your feelings involved"

"This bitches will play dumb but just on the low"

"They'll tell you what you wanna hear with their evil face mask on"

"And just like the Wu-Tang Clan, I can't ever switch up my bros"

Okay, okay

I've been sipping this pint for way too long

I can feel my stomach going numb

As time passes by I can feel my breathing getting slow

So he looks at me and tells me, "death is coming close"

(Game over)

This motherfucker really arranged my death

He tells me,

"Be careful with the guy in the corner he might bust out his pole"

He really looked up to me like I was just his bro

But you went behind my back and switched up like a hoe

Even if we don't ride together no more

Just don't show up to my hood, cause imma have to leave you dead on the floor

Cause I've been maintaining composure for way too long

Am I lost, am I confused, am I in middle of an abyss

And I constantly wonder if I'm gon' be gone way to soon

Cause everything that I say just gets misconstrued and abused by the public

Like who the fuck let sleepy joe into the office

Ready to be the change this world needs, ready to start a fucking riot

(What?)

12 years old i could barely handle all the pain that I've been through in my life

So I swallowed pharmaceuticals to stop the nightmares from coming at night

And sometimes i grabbed the pipe and played around

And threw it to my head and questioned to take my life