acceptance Lyrics

I was a little kid, hiding in my bedroom

I've become someone I hate

So simple, I have no taste

Begging anyone to love me

Touch me, feel me, is this something?

I am lost inside a void

Hearing all kinds of noise

Hurting myself in ways I can't imagine

I'm filled with an immense sadness

Throwing myself out there

Batting my eyes, twirling my hair

Promiscuity is a sign of your trauma

God, that is kind of hard to swallow

I have no excuse for my behavior

I admit, I am a sinner

My therapist says I can make mistakes

But what if I am the mistake?

Sometimes I wish I were never born

I am used, I am worn

No one is ever going to want me

I do not want me