lonely at 1pm Lyrics
- Genre:Alternative
- Year of Release:2018
Lyrics
The aching inside of my chest is starting to become unbearable
I'm always so terrified
I lay in bed and cry for my mom
She doesn't show because she doesn't know how scared I am
She doesn't know that I wake up at 4
Alone and afraid
She doesn't know I've been sleeping with the lights on because
It's the only thing I can do to feel less afraid
My skin is constantly cold and I don't know why but I can't stop shaking
I think something might be wrong
I think maybe I am sick, or maybe it is all in my head
God, I am so pathetic
I don't have the words to say
What's going on in my head right now
I just know that it hurts so much
I need someone to hold me so tight that the shaking stops
I become less cold and I'm not so lonely
S o that my world lights up just a little bit more