Shell Shocked

Am I move forwards or backwards I can't tell

I got demons all around me with angels they blend well

Getting shows I hope it shows that I been under this spell

Never could escape my past but I do it to myself

Yeah myself is my biggest enemy

Lad I tried to make amends i pray that theyll remember me

When I'm six feet

Rolling in the grave coz I can't let it go

I got broskii on the phone he say we bout to blow

So I stopped with all the nonsense just enough so I can say it

But every couple weeks I buckle and I have a blaze and

I hate it