depersonalization Lyrics

Mirror, mirror on the wall

Who's the realest of them all ?

Looking at myself in the mirror

Losing sense of self just keeps getting clearer

This body isn't me, I know I am something bigger

But who is it who knows ?

The answer's somewhere deeper

Lookin' at myself

And my self ain't going higher

Lookin' in my soul

And my soul ain't goin' either

All there is is me

Not every cell or every fibre

Every thing I am aware of is the only thing in matter

If everything ends, why does anything matter ?

This spiritual path was supposed to bring me answers

But the questions are arising

And the mountain I was climbing

Is a tunnel where I'm crawling

In the darkness, deep I'm diving

Ain't no lighting, really I don't feel shit

I'm all alone up in this bitch

Do I even want kids to grow up in this shit ?

Never asked to be born and I'm supposed to make you proud ?

Yeah I'm talking to my father, many traumas left unfound

Many traumas left in me

With which I don't deal peacefully

So I guess this is them in me

Hunting me, killing in me, fighting me

Winning me, taking me, using me, leaving me,

Illing me, filling me, stripping me of my own identity

I don't wanna live a steady life

So much left for me need to realize

I don't wanna live by the gun but my foes are

No hoes or woes gonna help me out

I don't wanna live a steady life

So much left for me need to realize

I don't wanna live by the gun but my foes are

No hoes or woes gonna help me out

Lead me home

Lead me home

Lead me home

Lead me home

Oh lord live inside me

Lead me on my way

Oh lord live inside me

Lead me on my way

Oh lord in the darkness

Lead me on my way

Oh lord in the darkness

Lead me on my way

Mmh

Oh lord heaven's waiting

Open up your door

Oh lord heaven's waiting

Open up your door

Oh lord live inside me

Lead me on my way

Oh lord live inside me

Lead me on my way

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

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Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lord lead me home

Lord- lord lead home

Lead me home