Farewell Lyrics

I wish I'd never put myself out there

I wish I didn't care so god damn much

Why we run up in these circles going no where

No place, done fast

I ain't gonna finish last

I'm running and gunning

I don't know what I'm becoming

I'm stuck inside this awful rut

And I don't feel to much

Besides the pain, walking home in the rain, going insane

Is it me, or the way that I am, am I the problem

Then, I just stop what I'm doing

Look at the clouds, as they are moving

I start evaluating situations

Reembark my motivation

Find that spark of desperation

Lean on it until I find the exactly what it meant to be something that I had dreamt

I know I'm sent to help the innocent

To stand up for the little man

Been the little man, who lost his homies and his friends

Lost my brother different mother, wish he'd get up out the gutter

Start by acting like my brother

Before its gone, lost forever like, wish I didn't know you

I wish I didn't know you

If I could just hold you for just one more day

Wish I could of told you

Of what I was going through

It'll be okay

I wish I didn't know what it was like to be isolated and alone

Without the comfort of my mother, I ain't even got a home

So I just wander round in circles

Not knowing if life is worth it

Should I end it, get dependent

Start bending up on my senses

Been pretending like I meant it

The solitude surely winning

It's a struggle everyday, like I been stuck in a maze

I don't know what Imma do

Without that light in my life

I know it's my life, my life

I know it's my time, to do right

You been the highlight of my life

Why my soul-searching, binge drinking

Getting lifted with a hint of xtc, in front of me

I'm out my mind, like half the time

Like I don't want to make it right

I fight myself like every night

Now back up on up of me

Let me find that little glimpse of light

Like I don't want to make it right

I fight myself like every night

Now back up on up of me

Let me find that little glimpse of light

I wish I didn't know you

If I could just hold you for just one more day

Wish I could of told you

Of what I was going through

It'll be okay