Hard To Believe Lyrics

Is the truth in the pages

Or just from the words in your mouth

Was anything real

Or was it all just for the crowd

Why am I being punished

For questioning all of my doubt, doubt, doubt

Was anything real

Will all that is lost still be found

So I'll stop myself, I know how this story ends

Black and white starts to feel gray again

And I'll bite my tongue one more time

While I hold back all of the reasons

That I can't say what I'm feeling

Cause it might slow down the healing

And I never wanted to make it hard

To find a way to the light

When we're fighting the darkness inside

Oh I'm tired of drawing these lines

That I never wanted

While you make it hard to believe

Why is blame always shifting

And nobody owning their part

Is there really freedom

If you're staying blind from the start

So I'll stop myself

I know how this story ends

Black and white start to feel gray again

And I'll bite my tongue one more time

While I hold back all of the reasons

That I can't say what I'm feeling

Cause it might slow down the healing

And I never wanted to make it hard

To find a way to the light

When we're fighting the darkness inside

Oh I'm tired of drawing these lines

That I never wanted

While you make it hard to believe

Hard to believe

You make it hard to believe, to believe, to believe, oh

So I'll change the way that this whole story will end

Break ties with all of these once a week friends

Pull myself out of this hell I've been living in, oh

And I'll hold back all of the reasons

That I can't say what I'm feeling

Cause it might slow down the healing

And I never wanted to make it hard

To find a way to the light

When we're fighting the darkness inside

Oh I'm tired of drawing these lines

That I never wanted

While you make it hard to believe