Feel Alive Lyrics

Oh no, oh no, oh no

I'm tired

Tired of falling

I'm tired, I'm tired, ooh ooh

My passion died I can not lie, I been running on empty

I feel alone and paranoid like someones out to get me

I put my phone on silent mode so nobody can text me

Love being alone when I feel low, so nobody can stress me

I'm still tryna accept things, like those who dip out and left me

I guess those chapters in our life had to come to an ending

Act like I'm fine, but in my eyes you can see I'm pretending

A lonely soul nobody knows, how this feeling just wrecks me

I guess these, feelings I have tend to go un-notice

Guess I was born to be broken now my gift is being open

Spilling my all on every song, so nobody feels hopeless

Involuntary sacrifice, I guess I have been chosen

Under appreciated, my feelings aren't mediated

Yo now a days, I spend my days wondering where the day went

Cuz I been running for so long I forgot what I'm chasing

I had to re-route but still heading towards the destination

Was running up that hill tryna make a deal with god

Until I realized theres no need since he gave me it all

My visions a little blurry, hadda see thru the fog

Theres beauty in the ugly pain leaves beautiful scars

Tryna conquer myself my mind is a dangerous place

You only appreciate life when you see death in the face

You only appreciate love when you been drowned by the hate

You only appreciate god when the life ain't going your way, I

I don't wanna feel

Don't wanna feel

Don't wanna feel this way anymore

I got myself stuck in the same place

That I said I'd escape

That I said I'd escape

Said I

Yeah, I thought I would escape it

My heart is filled with hatred

I look back at my dreams and

Think to myself will I make it

My energy deflated

I'm either tired or anxious

Wish my life could so simple

But my mind complicates it

I think I, I think I

Need to speak to somebody else

Cuz all this self conversations I'm having it doesn't help

Same routine different day, its insane I just wanna yell

Go away disappear like a ghost I might as well

Broken wings, got me falling can't take flight

My mom called, she unaware that her son ain't right

I'm balling & not the money I mean I'm crying

I'm stalling, I'm stalling I know

Things won't feel right

Staring at the pistol on my side,

Taunted by the voices in my mind

Just wanna feel alive

Yeah, yeah

Just wanna feel alive

Just wanna feel

Just wanna feel alive

Ooo

Yeah

I just wanna feel

Awhhhh