November Lyrics

I just hurt myself again, think that you could help?

I can't get out of bed

This month has been painful and I can't help myself

I'm looking to November

I'm living in the now because I'm terrified

Of what the future has in store

Will I see you again? Will you forgive me?

I guess it's in the past

Don't believe every word I said

'Cause I said it was all in my head

Didn't help my cause

Every lie I was fed 'til of all my dreams were dead

Wasn't worth what it cost

So I'll just let it go now because you're dead to me

In every sense, every letter

Though I know the thoughts will stay for at least another 30 days

I hope I'm better in December