Conflicted Lyrics

I did what I did but then again didn't, wit how i live i'm splittin the difference

Mixin this blend of mystery liquids I drift round within and swim in my vision

T'is what it 'tis but then again isn't, wit' how its been it isn 't consistent

Switch up the scripts to trigger the trippin to ten outta ten and hit the ignition

I'm lit as it gets,n so get-n'it's the limit, 'bout to dig in til my spirit's uplifted

Twisted up in wit a sickenin tension, i sit down and sense that my system is glitchin

Hit on a miss,n don't miss when i'm hittin, 'bout to slip-in to an empty decision

Simply forget to give memory attention, i spit bout the given that men are conflicted

That's my duality, casually battling, i am the casualty caused by this clash in me

Half of me's passively crashing so tragically as i collapse to knees caught up in gravity

That's my reality, out of this galaxy, i am a masterpiece caused by catastrophe

Half of me passionately acts to establish peace til I re-lapse and think thoughts of such savagery

Seems its engrained in the ways of creation, DNA strain's made to nature's arrangement

People be hatin the way that it made them, seekin to change it from hades to haven

Maybe just maybe be brave and embrace it, praise what your pain is in ways that'll strengthen

Baby o baby these snakes can be dangerous, so pray that each day we gon wake up awakened

Seek out a way to erase what i'm cravin, need me a way to escape all this mayhem

Drink me a drank as i'm anxiously waitin for feelins of angst to decay cuz i'm faded

Dream up a way to evade this sensation, feen me a way to delay what is fated

Keep it at bay just today" what i'm sayin while really i hate that i'm made to restate it

Sick of this cyclic existence that gets to me, spinnin within it til physics gon finish me

Witness a glimpse of this mystical mystery,live for my mission which hinges on energy

Tickin and tickins my nemesis sent for me, pendulums pivot and rhythmically rinse repeat

Meant for the minute no limit could hinder me, i'm itchin to get to the end of infinity

I did what i did but then again didn't, wit how i live i'm splittin the difference

Mixed in this blend of mystery liquids I drift round within and swim in my vision

T'is what it 'tis but then again isn't, wit' how its been it idn't consistent

Switch up the scripts to trigger the trippin to ten outta ten and hit the ignition

I'm lit as it get,n so get-n'it's the limit, 'bout to dig in til my spirit's uplifted

Twisted up in wit a sickenin tension I sit down and sense my system is glitchin

Hit on a miss,n don't miss when i'm hittin, 'bout to slip-in to an empty decision

Simply forget to give mem-ry attention, i spit bout the given that men are conflicted

That's the two sides of me fighting quite wildly, one wants a dynasty, one plots on my defeat

I dont know why but i'm liking this fight in me, i cannot lie, yea it's kinda inspiring

I'm like a fiery heat mix with a icy freeze , one part lives piously, one parts a pyrex fiend

I don't know why but i vibe with this rioting, riding this high cuz it's kind of enlightening

Guess i've accepted i'm blessed with the dev'lish, damned, and defective and yet i'm indebted

Credit to heaven for every second my head is a mess and i can't understand it

Man tryna manage his manic depression, panic and pressure left sanity damaged

Stretched in directions of separate perspectives i handle the stress of my family's phantoms

Fed up with famine and festerin f amished, beg for a shred of the extra excessive

Vexed and perplexed for forever with questions my answer's to head for unhealthy obsessions

Ramblin rampant with reckless abandon spreadin a me ssage addressed to the deafened

Planned imperfection be-gan at conception to span this expanse until death of a legend

Workin determined from birth til there's dirt on me, searchin for purpose that's worthy of worshipping

Pur-sue a pureness i'm sure's otherworldly, hurt cuz i've learnt there's no cure to uncertainty

Stirrin up courage to work with whats cursed on me, turn in to hercules versus adversity

Yearn for that verge which leaves earth in obscurity, thirst to observe that unheard of eternity

I did what i did but then again didn't, wit how i live i'm splittin the difference

Mixed in this blend of mystery liquids I drift round within and swim in my vision

T'is what it 'tis but then again isn't, wit' how its been it idn't consistent

Switch up the scripts to trigger the trippin to ten outta ten and hit the ignition

I'm lit as it get,n so get-n'it's the limit, 'bout to dig in til my spirit's uplifted

Twisted up in wit a sickenin tension I sit down and sense my system is glitchin

Hit on a miss,n don't miss when i'm hittin, 'bout to slip-in to an empty decision

Simply forget to give mem-ry attention, i spit bout the given that men are conflicted

Yea, it seems

I'm startin to think two opposite things

Yea, i'm in deep

Caught in between two awful extremes