satisfied ? (acoustic) Lyrics

Don't wanna have to write this down

Don't wanna face my problems now

Don't wanna admit it

Don't wanna have to quit it

Push it off just one more night

Tomorrow morning I'll make it right

Promises made in the mirror

But the truth is clearer

Nothing's ever enough

I'll fill up my cup once again

I'll ruin my lungs for the feeling

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find

A life that isn't mine

Satisfied satisfied satisfied

And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line

Where did I lose my mind

Now I can never be satisfied

If I used it then I abuse it

Why can't I find balance to it

It's my guilty pleasure

The poison drops that I measure

I owe myself an apology

I'm my own worst enemy

It's engraved in my mind

I'm always losing time

This was supposed to be fun

I think I went too far with it

Now I want a buzz I can never get

I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find

A life that isn't mine

Satisfied satisfied satisfied

And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line

Where did I lose my mind

Now I can never be satisfied

Now I'm praying out to a god I don't believe in

This will bring you to your knees and

Make you question all your reasons

I know this was never the life that I was dreaming

I guess all my hope is leaving

The high is just too damn appealing