If Only I Had Known Lyrics

Impenetrable mystery awaits

Patience, the key to unlock the gates

And it's not what you thought it was

A wearily, short-lived buzz

Insatiable fuckery berates

Complacence, the breeder of debates

Feel like I'm in prison

'Cause I'm counting down the days

And when I see the bigger picture

I know that you won't be right there

You'll just remain another lover

And I will think to myself

"If only I had known"

They stare you down with a star-studded gaze

And before you know it the place is ablaze

And she's not who you thought she was

Took you a thousand seminars

A trip down memory lane into the maze

Hopes and prayers that it's only a phase

Must find a way out of here

So I'm thinking up some ways

And when I see the bigger picture

I know that you won't be right there

You'll just remain another lover

And I will think to myself

"If only I-"