Early stages Lyrics

When we had met I hid who I really was

Playing the part of who I thought you'd like for months

Scared if you knew me it would be the cause

Of ruining my little "perfect girl" facade

You seemed devoted

Wish I had known it

You were about to transmit

Your sickness to my heart

Coulda been prevented

If it had just ended

In the way I intended

Before you tore me apart

Luckily I caught it in time

Saved myself from calling you mine

I made you my priority

Not knowing what you'd give to me

My love for you was chronic

But for me it was just platonic

I don't wanna live like this

But if you called me up I can't resist

You were always so invasive

And those were just the early stages

(Oh)

Tried to understand how I was who you'd choose

Until you tried to make me harmful just like you

Wanted me to be desperate

So you were possessive

I never addressed it

Cause I didn't wanna know

If I was in harm

Being in your arms

With total disregard

For the things I'd just let go

Got so used to saying "it's fine"

That should have been my first sign

I made you my priority

Not knowing what you'd give to me

My love for you was chronic

But for me it was just platonic

I don't wanna live like this

But if you called me up I can't resist

You were always so invasive

And those were just the early stages

Can't decide if I loved or hated you

But I hate how I let you do what you put me through

It was clear to me that you were dangerous

But if I could I'd still go back to those early stages

I made you my priority

Not knowing what you'd give to me

My love for you was chronic

But for me it was just platonic

I don't wanna live like this

But if you called me up I can't resist

You were always so invasive

And those were just the early stages

I made you my priority

Not knowing what you'd give to me

My love for you was chronic

But for me it was just platonic

I don't wanna live like this

But if you called me up I can't resist

You were always so invasive

And those were just the early stages