Karana Mudra Lyrics

I Want to do what the Buddha say

So when I march up on stage

I raise the Karana Mudra up

And waive it around like a katana

To slew the evil up underneath my hair

Got to dispel this hell that got me

Under a spell with the way

My hand is held

I'm well in this well of pain

That I fell in now I'm dwelling

With this overwhelming feeling

That I've been dealing with

ever since An adolescent

And I never got to addressing it

Now it's really messing with me

Shit I'm Stressing

I need something to help me

Mentally I'm so unhealthy

Been moving through this life

So stealthily keeping this hellish

Side of me myself and I

Held tightly I am up nightly

Constantly fighting Something

So damn conniving

And it's driving me up

A wall But I got to rise

And stand tall to fight and brawl

The inner demons that crawl

Around the inside of my cranium

Making my day become dimmer

And grey but whenever depression hits

I will never again fall for its stupid mind games

Cause other mother fuckers

Weren't seeing what I saw when I had

That pistol drawn to the side of my head

Ready to unload led

I was straight tripping balls

With no acid tabs or fucking meds

But My soul was truly gifted

Something so Heavenly

Cause I swear I let that

trigger a squeeze and all I seen

Was a flash then my Irish ass

Woke up in another dimension

But what my head envisioned

Got me solely headed on this mission

Call it me myself and I's musical expedition

And I'm Heavily spitting with repetition

Representing the mentally infected

Pulling on heartstrings

Even though there's no feather wings

Behind my heart when it beats

I'm still putting everything that's

Bothering me inside of these hard beats

Hoping the rhymes that I speak

Will align and reach the minds

That are breached before they get to

Permanently disinfecting themselves

Just know that isn't going to help

I don't know what intervened

For me but all I seen was my family

Standing over me in grieve

I've been to hell and back

Myself the devil is real that's fact

He's up here chilling in Hollywood

Rolling out the red carpet mat

Pulling us away from what is truly right

But whenever I detach from this life

I don't want to be attached

To any type of vice so my soul

Can levitate up up and away

And reunite with the light

I'm constantly in a fight trying to do right

I Want to do what the Buddha say

So when I march up on stage

I raise the Karana Mudra up

And waive it around like a katana

To slew the evil up underneath my hair

Got to dispel this hell that got me

Under a spell with the way

My hand is held