Decompression Lyrics

It's been a little minute since I kept it real with myself

Resisting the issues that came with cards the time dealt

Don't mean to dismiss you but it's been long since I felt

A positive reinforcement feeling my mind melt

Falling victim to the illusion

Been heavy on my mind while fighting through the confusion

Excuse my oversharing it comes with the self intrusion

At the same time I'm fighting the urge of self retribution

Where my mind go

This ain't a drill I been out on my own

Ever since them rollers came and took me out of my home

I contemplated suicide more times than I can condone

That next five I knew I had to be strong

Did it alone

While sitting alone up in a cell

I was forced to pick up my cross and drag it across the gates of hell

For those of you thinking you know me oh so well

There's a side of your story in which you lack intel

Look

Chasing dreams though these times been the hardest

We in a day and age where everyone's a musical artist

Without ability or introspect to know where they heart is

It's like the blind leading the blind I feel it's truly retarded

And though I can't knock how a person cope

I just feel we should assess before we claim we woke

And influence a generation drowning in pills and smoke

Clinging to hope

When we just broke adults our damn selves

A damn shame

I'm feeling the pressure kicking in

Anxiety is becoming one of my closest friends

Silent addictions are tryna get the upper hand

Indulging in things I shouldn't while scrolling through the gram

Uncomfortable conversations had as a married man

Disgruntled from all the things that I seen inside the pen

There ain't no glamour in wasting your life behind a fence

Tear gas and riots killing quietness

Clinging to your soul seeking righteousness

93 Told me get it out of me

So now I'm manifesting these visions inside of me

Freeing my mind and moving a bit more quietly

I switched my tactics up and matured on a lot of things

I Think I'm the man now

Can't nobody say they made me

They see the way I move and mistake my genius for crazy

Learn to read between the lines

And pay attention to the signs

It all reveals itself in time

In a time where comparison is king

Everybody swears the next soul possesses something out of reach

If I had a dollar each time that was said to me

I'd be a part of the elite

While most of y'all dragging y'all feet

I manifested every part of the plan

Battling through these demons that's forcing my hand

I told her I don't think there's much more that I can withstand

She told me that what's meant for me will come around and surely fall within my hands

You could say that again

You could say that again

Yea yea

You could say that again

Could you say that again

Yea yea

Would you say that again

Would you say that again

Could you say that again

Could you say that again

You could say that again

Could you say that again

Would you say that again

Yea yea

Would you say that again Disgruntled from the pen

Hiding behind a fence

Yea yea

Look what they made me give

Look what they make you give

Yea yea